the used to .

okay , another long time no see. LOL
hmm ,
人啊人 ,总在自己拥有的时候都不会去珍惜
但一旦失去了 就只会在那儿 ----
怨 .
怨些什么 ?
怨自己为什么要那样做? 为什么那个时候不会好好珍惜?
好啊 现在失去了 .
怨，有用吗 ?
不, 应该说 还有用吗..

okay , it's holiday and I'm so free , so randomly click here , click there .
In conclusion , I clicked into her blog .
I saw all her post , erm I don't know whether it's writing about me or whoever else .
I just feel guilty .
I USED TO HAVE HER like every moment .
But , since that day , that action ,
we've never talked face-to-face for like 46days .
Okay , I admit , I really do admit .
I regret about talking that shit .
I should have know her much more better .
I shouldn't do something she doesn't like .
I should have just be in my role , so the shits I should do .
For these day , I've been blaming myself .
Why I'm not the perfect friend ?
Why I couldn't know her more ?
Why I have this type of character ?
Why here , Why there , with no reasons.
Okay hmm it's like a fact ,
when you just did something wrong ,
who cares whenever or whoever , as long as they're scolding people ,
you'll think that that that person is YOU.
I don't know what to say , like seriously .
Whatever , I have no guts to say her name , that few little words .
So , I used a word , 曾经
HAHAH kinda artistic right  LOL
No jokes .. LOL
But hey 曾经 , it really hurts when you kinda like scold me on twitter
and thought that I'm playing innocent to snatch all your friends .
But hey , seriously I didn't . It was my wrong ?
I changed my sit to the back it's not really because of you .
Ya , it's like 40% of the reason about you , but 60% rest is about myself .
and what stalk you in the class ? LOL ?
okay , I don't even dare to say your name out loud , don't talk about STARRING you in class  . LOL
But , when you inbox me or liked my insta photos , I was like laughing like a silly person here .
Errr ,  a lot to say .
Where to continue -__________-
Erm , I really do appreciate what you gave me before and had a really awesome memories about you .
Btw , you're the first friend i cried for . LOL
I remembered that I've snapshot your words , our cover. , our everything .
and finally , that day , I deleted all the sad ones and only saved that happy ones .
I want the memories between we both is about happiness and insane .
Okay , idk did you see this or what if you see this , ignore maybe ?

Credits to daddy while my trip back to hometown .
One night @ Kuala Kangsar . 

Loves , Misses & Regrets. xx

priscilla :)